I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know who to turn to. I don't know how to help. I don't know how to be enough. I need to be enough... I don't know how to try to get what I want without being selfish. At least sometimes. I don't know how to seek reassurance without being selfish. If I try to talk to you and you turn me down again and again and again... soon I'm going to assume that the answer will always be no. I want to be the girl in my profile picture. I want to look like that on the inside. I want to feel like that. Fake it til it's real.
I don't have the strength.
