It's a Two-Way Street

c: i have a weird love for you
c: like i don't want to live without you in mym life
c: like i'd rather be dead than without you
me: well that's weird. I have a very similar feeling toward you.
c: and it's kinda fucked up
c: and a part of me really doesn't like it
c: because... it's unnatural
me: I'm sorry.
c: it's out of my comfort zone
c: and it's scary
c: i trust you
c: i don't trust people

me: C...
me: I'm terrified.
c: of?
me: I just thought you should know that.
me: of all the bad things that could happen and make me lose you.
c: you're stuck with my fat ugly ass
me: I just don't want you to think you're alone in your fears....

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It feels good to know that I'm not the only one who's afraid.

It also feels good to know that he cares enough to have those kinds of fears.

I'm still scared.... but I feel better.