The Meeting,

I don't want to forget a moment of my trip to Indy so I'm going to write down as much of it as I can remember now. Hopefully there won't be too many holes.

I got to Springfield around 10pm on Friday. Tiff and I talked and caught up for a few hours and then I laid down. I didn't actually sleep... I might have gotten a couple hours but I was back up by 5 am. It was really good to see her. She's been going through a rough time as of late and I liked being there for her, being able to physically give her a hug.

At 9 that morning Suzie texted me and asked if I was there yet. She and Brandy were already excited and waiting on me; they even called my hotel to see if I could check in early, lol. I gave them the title of creepy stalker friends for that move. Luckily, they at least somewhat understand my humor and didn't take it personally. :)

I left Springfield around noon and headed for Indy. The drive there was torture. I had barely been able to eat for days and I was thankful at that point, if anything had been in my system it surely would have come up, lol. I was texting him the whole way there and we were both getting ridiculously nervous.

I checked into the hotel at 2. As soon as I stepped foot in my room I was fine. The nerves were gone. I was there and everything was fine. I had actually made it and this was actually happening. I called my mother and told her that I had made it safely. My excitement was apparent. After I hung up I jumped into the shower and started the process of getting ready. I had no idea what to wear, lol. I had meant to bring a skirt to greet him at the door in but apparently had forgotten it. I settled on a pair of new jeans and a new, cute shirt. I looked pretty ok. My makeup didn't suck and my hair was behaving. Now I just had to wait.

It was probably another 20-30 minutes before he got there (I get ready fast, even for such important moments). I saw him pull into the parking lot from the window in my room. I smiled as soon as I saw his face and I knew that everything was going to be ok. He looked so cute. And I loved his car. :D A red Camaro. It's always been one of my favorites. He called me and I told him where to park and that I'd come down and get him. As I walked down the stairs my nerves picked up again but I think it was more excitement than anything. I pushed open the door, turned the corner, and there he was, just getting out of his car. When he looked at me his eyes were huge and he looked so frightened! I don't remember what I said... Probably "Hi." followed by some inane rambling about how it was nice to meet him. As I was walking over to his car he looked more and more scared. It was so cute. He had been working with his dad that day so he was in all his work clothes that make him look a lot bulkier than he is. He looked like a dwarf with his beard and the get-up. (Don't ever tell him I said that or I'll kill you!) I found it amazingly cute. He finally shut the door and I asked if I could give him a hug. He was still staring at me with that look on his face. He answered in some form of yes so I ran and threw my arms around his neck. Apparently I was a little too excited. I knocked his glasses all askew and nearly broke his nose. >.< I couldn't help it though! It had to be done!

Anyway. After that near catastrophe we headed upstairs to the room. He put his stuff down and I went and sat on one of the beds. We talked and bantered for a little bit and then he walked over, took my face between his hands and kissed me. It was amazing. I had butterflies in my stomach and when his lips touched mine everything was ok in the world. It sent a little zing through my system.. something I hadn't felt in a very, very long time. If I remember correctly, he pulled back slightly and that was the first time I got to look into his eyes as he told me he loved me.

After that he took his shower while I sat in the bathroom and talked to him. I'd never done that before but with him everything just seemed natural. It was weird in a comforting and amazing kind of way. Everything was just... right. There was no awkwardness, no getting used to each other, no sizing each other up. We just fit. Everything was just... perfect.

I left the bathroom to let him dry off and get dressed. He made it as far as his boxers before he came into the main bedroom and jumped on me while I was laying on the bed. (**Warning, this may get graphic. I'm not a fan of editing myself.)

More kissing.

Touching.

Clothes thrown aside, unneeded.

A bra that never quite made it off. A bra that I had bought just for him. A bra with matching panties that were quickly disposed of.

I remember the way his lips tasted, still wet from his shower.

I remember the feel of his hands running over my body for the first time.... the feel of his mouth on my flesh.

I remember the impatience with which I pushed down his single item of clothing. He didn't need those.

And then... he was inside of me for the first time ever.

I will spare you the details, but suffice it to say that it was amazing and I could not possibly have been happier or more satisfied.

The only negative was that we couldn't stay like that for the rest of the night. We had plans. His friends were expecting us. I'd met him an hour ago and I already had sex hair.

We managed to disentangle ourselves and get dressed. I'm pretty sure we were both glowing around that time. I know I was. I could see the happiness in his eyes. I'd kill to see that every day for the rest of my life.

We made it to Suzie's about an hour late after having to stop at two different stores so he could find the shirt he wanted. I swear... it was like we had been together forever. The way we talked to each other, the way we were together... You never would have guessed that I had just met this man a couple of hours ago. Natural doesn't even begin to cover it. We walked into Suzie's and she met us in the hallway. It was great to finally meet her. She gave me a hug and then Brandy did the same. I met Ron who isn't as scary as everyone said but definitely has more than a little streak of asshole running through him. After the debacle of getting my food (Suzie had made Chicken a la King, something I'd never had before, and apparently I did it wrong. How was I to know the biscuit was supposed to go on the bottom!?) we sat down and ate. It was pretty grand fun. I got to see him interact with his friends and they were all pretty amazing. Everyone was friendly and accepting and reminded me a lot of my own friends back home. We got along just fine. Nicole came in a little later. She didn't say much so I never got the chance to make fun of her or anything. I'm sure everyone was disappointed.

Shortly after dinner everyone started drinking which of course just made everything better. I started late so I wouldn't get too drunk but apparently I caught up pretty quick. We had cherry vodka mixed with lemonade. I was a fan. :D Chris was making a calendar for the baby shower that was the next day as I was sipping on my drink and talking to Brandy. When he came back he had Jager and a Red Bull. I don't know how anyone can drink that stuff (the Red Bull) but he somehow managed it. That was his last drink. He had to drive home and he said he was starting to feel it. He sat over on the little loveseat under the window and got me to come over and sit with him. By then I had had two or three drinks and was on the verge of drunkenness. I ended up laying with my head in his lap as he sent me texts with terribly naughty ideas. I don't know what time we left but I was mostly sober by then.

However, I can't quite remember if we went straight to bed or if there were more sexings once we got to the hotel. I'm pretty sure we just went to bed. I do remember that I didn't sleep much that night. Probably only a couple of hours. I think I was trying to adjust to having someone sleeping beside me. I'm kind of glad I didn't sleep much though, it let me see how he slept and it was so cute. Every time we would drift apart, he would come right back up behind me and hold me close. It made me feel loved and needed and wanted.

He also snores really cutely. :D He never snores for more than a minute and only a couple times through the night and it's all soft and adorable.... Geez... I never thought I'd be one of those people, lol.

But yes. It was amazing and I love him.

This is already a ridiculously long post so I will tell you about the rest of the week later. :)